Sorry, Sorry and Sorry again. I really do not keep up with this ever since I got an Iphone, I hardly use my laptop anymore. On top of that, there's my busy life and I hahahaha (<--grammar check!). Anyway, I just realized that a lot of stars nowadays are younger than me. For example, Lady Gaga! W T H~ I really thought she was a lot older than me but she's actually a year younger. On top of that, all the new K pop stars and rising models and actresses are all younger... Before I know it, I'm considered old now. *sigh*. I'm still working hard towards my goals, who knows when I'm going to attain it. I guess as long as I don't stop I'll end up being better than I was yesterday. Anyhow, stress had taken a huge toll on me. Especially with busy work schedule, more bills, and school. A big let down that happened last week was the disappearance of Mochii, my little (Shorkie). I miss her so much. I posted signs all around the neighborhood, searched for hours on a daily basis, registered a lost report on many websites and update craigslist all the time. I also made 3 trips to the animal shelters so far. Still no word. To some, a dog may just be a dog, easily replaceable, just like a broken or lost object. But she on the other hand, is my world! I raised her since she was only 6 weeks old. I hug her when i'm sad, and when i'm crying. She sleeps right next to me everyday, she lays on my lap when I watch TV or when I study. She would follow me around everywhere, and when she's scared I'd be there for her and when I'm lonely, I can talk to her. Just seeing her makes me so happy! She makes my day brighter when I come home exhausted from work. The other day I was driving home from work at 3am. And I kept singing "Mochii, mochii.. chi-chi-chi mochii chi" and it got louder and louder as I felt a knot in my throat and tears streaming down my cheeks... I used to sing little random songs to her with her name whenever I play with her... and reality just hit me that night- she's really gone... what happened you asked? It is all a blur and vague to me. I wasn't there to witness what had happened since I was at work. James decided to have some friends over and have a cookout and drinks before heading out. He let the 2 pups outside in a fenced back yard to play around while the glass door was open so the cooking smell would come out. The strong winds picked up and suddenly slammed an open door in the house as his friend came in from the garage on the other side... next thing you know it, she was gone.. she squeezed herself through the fenced door, and marks of digging took place. she must have gotten scared and ran off then got kidnapped...
oh Mochii.. I miss you
Here are some more picture spams of Moi. I've been going for the more "grown-up/lady-like" look lately. I guess a part of growing up is appearance. Professionalism and the way you dress defines the type of person you are. As I get older, I need to worry about being presentable for potential positions in the business industry. Of course, adding my own fashion flares as well. However, occasionally, I'd stick to my usual funky style as well.... and very often... a bum style when I don't have plans to go out shopping or hang out with friends. hahaha.
Before removing my makeup for bed.
I decided to have a more natural makeup approach as well. Summer time is coming, no need for the caked on makeup look~ (Go BB cream!)
Went to see Steve Aoki at XS and Kaskade at Marquee this past 2 weeks (was fun). The champagne bottle i'm holding is delicious! (Ace of spades)
At the Suite at Encore.. Texting it up.
and of course.. must entertain my visitors ^^
New buys:
Went car shopping - Yay!! Love my new car (Lexus ES350) long lasting and premium package (leather seats, cooling/heating & memory seat options, GPS system, Blue tooth phone system, etc, etc...)
My new awesome clutch~ I've been eyeballing it for a while. The knuckle rings what caught me!
Hotel Del Coronado - San francisco. Spectacular!
Me at Andaz Night Club. On a bed on top of the roof - sick ^^ (San Francisco)
Time to head off to class now~ I'll blog some more later if I figure out what else to blog about. By the way, pls follow me on instagram RowieSoux
You can literally see all my pics, food and trips there~ Quite interesting ^^
